03.12.a Desire for Chastity [Supplement: Archivist provided two prospective texts]

While based upon the writings in the associated archived version of the original site, the following is a separate supplement by the Archivist in keeping with the spirit of the source site and intent of the author to tpeMaster.com, The pages of "Ugly Hair" and "Living Naked" are the primary inspiration

03.12.a1 Desire for Chastity by Device
Based on "Ugly Hair"

[Induction]

Close your eyes and listen. It is time to just listen for a while. Close your eyes and begin setting things aside. You always respond to strength, to control. You respond to it and now it is time to feel it. It is time to feel it through every part of your body. You are going to feel me taking control, of your body, of you, of who and what you are. You begin to feel it now. Breathe deeply and continue to breathe deeply from now on as you listen to my words, as you submit more, as you surrender.

Feel my words fuel your brain and begin taking away your own self-control. Feel me starting with your legs, your thighs, your feet. Just listen to my voice and feel me taking over, taking away you and replacing it with utter obedience to my will. Feel my voice, moving through your mind. You can hear my voice echoing through your mind. Taking away your control. I am stripping you of control of your body and your mind. Stripping away all power. Feel me taking that control.

Feel the control over your legs extending itself, extending itself to your waist. Your mind is becoming fuzzy. Making you more and more helpless with every word. Dragging you down deeper and deeper. You can feel your mind sliding deeper, becoming more powerless with every word that I speak as I strip away your body from your control. As I strip away your mind from your control. Feel me taking control over your body. Everything below your waist is mine and every word I speak takes you a little deeper. Takes a little more of your self-control. I am stripping you of your being, of your self, and leaving only an obedient slave that will obey and who exists to serve.

Feel my control moving upward, upward into your stomach, and over your back. Feel yourself naturally relaxing. All you can do is sink deeper and deeper into my voice. There is only my voice, there is only my control and my control is taking more and more of you with every word. Feel me stripping away your self-control, your very mind. Carrying you down deeper and deeper. Making you more and more helpless, more and more powerless.

Feel my control working its way up into your chest. Your chest is becoming mine. I now control most of your body and I am taking more with every word. You feel so very, very light. All you can do is listen and surrender. Feel me taking your shoulders and your arms. Feel me stripping your own hands away from you. Making you completely, utterly helpless. You cannot fight, resist, or deny my control in any way. You simply must obey. Feel my voice moving through your mind as I am stripping away your body. I am taking all of you. Your whole body. Helpless to resist.

Feel my control moving up into your face. Your neck, your face, your eyes, your ears, your lips. All of you, surrendering utterly. Feel my control just simply taking your body from you. It no longer resists or struggles, it no longer fights or moves. It does not want to, it is just simply there. There waiting for my command.

Your body is helplessly mine and now it is time for your mind. Your mind is completely open to my control, helpless and obedient. I am stripping away your self-control, stripping away your mind. Feel my words taking charge, taking control. They are more important than your own desires than your own needs. You simply must obey.

Your body and mind are mine to control and train. You realize that you need to live your life as a slave. You realize that you are becoming a slave. Each training makes you into a better slave, someone worth owning, someone worth journeying with.

[Main]

What you are also realizing is that you need to give up the need to ejaculate and the need to stimulate your penis. An erect penis is ugly on a slave. Whenever you see yourself with an erection, you will experience a sense of revulsion. It will make you want to itch. It will annoy you. This is how it will be. It is not desirable for a slave to have an erection or pleasure from the slave's penis. An erection confuses the slave and makes him feel he is equal to a Man when he is only a male in slavery. It is ugly on a slave.

The obedience is getting deeper now. You find that my commands simply have to be obeyed. Your mind cannot struggle against them, it cannot resist them, it just simply embraces them. Accepting anything that I command is what you need because you exist to serve right now your mind exists to obey.

Whenever your penis is not contained within a chastity device, the more your body feels uncomfortable. The more you want to itch yourself. The more you want to be who you are meant to be, to look as your Master wants you to look. You exist to serve. I am Master. You are the slave.

It does not matter what you want. You are here to obey and serve and there is no other choice. You simply must obey. Your mind is being trained, taken from you, and given to me. You exist only to obey me.

Each erection irritates you. It pulls at your skin. It covers your slave body with ugliness. It detracts from your slavery. The more you undergo this training, the more you will realize that there is no option but to eventually use smaller and smaller chastity devices, to want to have your penis shrunk down by continually compressing it within a chastity device, to need to shrink that penis, to make progress, to become a purer slave, a slave free from the burden of erections, free from the ugliness of a large penis, free from the irritation and itchiness of erections. This is how things are. You will continue this training until your Master thinks it is time for you to move on. There is no choice in this matter. You have no way to fight this, you do not want to fight this. You only want to surrender and become the slave you are meant to be. Your place is simply to obey. Your mind is totally mine. It is here for my use.

From now on whenever you look at your slave body and see your penis, or whenever you touch your body and feel your penis, you will feel uncomfortable. Your erect penis irritates you. It makes you itch. It makes you feel uncomfortable. You need to shrink your penis. And the longer you keep that long and large penis, the more your body gets dragged down, the more your body itches. Unless it is shrunk, it hurts, it’s ugly, it needs to be hidden away in chastity to shrink it down. Erections are a barrier that needs to be broken. This is how things are. You only want to surrender and become the slave you are meant to be. Your engorged penis is ugly and needs to be shrunk in caged chastity.

This is my command and you will obey it.

Shortly you will awake and when you do so you will look at your slave body and you will be aware of how ugly your erection is. Every time you become aware of your erection, by seeing it, by touching it, by sensing it, you will feel revulsion. You will want to itch it away. You will want to get rid of that length and girth. You will be repulsed by it. You do not want it large. It is to be shrunk.

[Consciousness awareness]

Now, get ready to awake. Your conscious mind will join your subconscious mind, unconsciousness will give way to consciousness. Now it's time to put your training into effect. Your training will become deeper after I awaken you. You have been listening, and my words have been drifting deep down into your subconscious where they've been taking root. They've been taking their place deep within your subconscious, where they've been becoming a part of your mind. All triggers and suggestions are placed there like seeds, and now it's time for those seeds to sprout and grow.

Connect more deeply with your slavery and the slavery that is being created within you.

I'm going to count to three, and when I have counted to three, you will awaken.

Now, here we go.

One...

you are beginning to feel a little stirring of consciousness, a little glimmer as you begin to awaken.

Two...

you are floating up gently out of this trance into a waking state. Almost awake... Ready... Eager...

Three...

you are fully awake, and connected and a little closer to becoming the slave you are destined to become.

03.12.a2 Desire for Chastity by Device
Based on "Beginning Induction", alternative "Oblivion Induction", "Living Naked", and "Consciousness Awareness"

[-1- Beginning Induction]

Go ahead and close your eyes, and make yourself comfortable. Steady your breathing and just listen and relax.

Before you go deep into relaxation, and allow yourself to be hypnotized, take a moment and listen to me, as I explain what hypnosis is.

Hypnosis is a state that a person reaches when they just relax and focus their mind on a specific purpose. When you are in this focused relaxed state, you will find that place within yourself where change can occur quickly and easily. And once you cross that threshold, you transform your life to achieve your desires.

So go ahead, and begin breathing in deeply...and exhaling slowly. Focus on your breathing until you really feel that relaxation building inside of your body...and your mind. Just allow yourself to float down gradually as you listen to my voice, and follow my instructions.

You don't need to let your conscious mind go to sleep...all you have to do is allow your thoughts to fade away into the distance...until only your subconscious mind is listening to my voice, following my instructions, and guiding you to a point where you can make change deep inside.

It’s easy to let go and continue to relax because you know that you can trust your unconscious mind to protect you. You can trust your unconscious mind to act for your highest good. Your unconscious mind has taken care of you for your entire life. It has guided you through many events, activities, challenges, and different occasions throughout your life.

Your unconscious mind makes your heart beat, it makes your lungs work, it heals your body when you are injured or sick. It gives you the ability to do so many things, and your unconscious mind does this...even when you are asleep...or when your awareness is focused on important matters...like now.

So just continue to relax, and trust your unconscious mind to listen to my instructions and make them come true in a way that brings you greater joy, greater happiness, and greater pleasure in life.

As you continue to relax more and more, deeper and deeper now. You may begin to feel sensations in your body: maybe a slight tingling sensation or perhaps you feel as if you’re floating, or flying. Every person feels the hypnotic state differently. And each time they are hypnotized they may feel different sensations, different effects.

So just continue to relax and respond to my voice. Just allow every word that I say, to guide you deeper into relaxation. Every breath that you take, find yourself becoming more and more relaxed. As you allow all of the thousands of muscles in your body to relax a little more. As you allow all outside sounds to fade further and further into the distance...as if they are coming from far away. After this is over, you know that your hearing will return. It may even work better than ever before. So just continue to relax and allow yourself to drift down...deeper and deeper.

And if you begin to feel a slight tingling sensation in your body, this is just a signal to double your relaxation...or you can just continue to breathe easily as it guides you down...deeper and deeper. And as you enjoy the sensation of relaxing and listening to my voice, you can imagine making deep, powerful changes...inside. That will allow you to change, in a way that makes it possible for you to experience greater joy, greater pleasure, and greater life satisfaction.

Take a few moments now and continue to relax and drift into a deep sleep...as I give you time to just enjoy yourself...before my words begin taking you down...deeper and deeper.

[-2- Oblivion Induction]

Close your eyes and listen. It is time to just listen for a while. Close your eyes and begin setting things aside. You always respond to strength, to control. You always respond to it and now it is time to feel it. It is time to feel it through every inch of your body. You are going to feel me taking control, of your body, of you, of who and what you are. Feel my words as they enter your brain and begin taking away your own self-control. You are going to begin feeling it now. Breathe deeply. Calm your mind. Continue to breathe deeply as you listen to my words, to the sound of my voice. Breathe deeply and surrender yourself to my words, to my control.

Now, feel me starting with your legs, your thighs, your feet. Feel me simply begin to take them away from you. Just listen to my voice and feel me taking over, taking away your control and replacing it with utter obedience to my will. Feel my voice, entering your mind, taking your legs away, each and every inch of them. Your feet and calves are ceasing to be your own. You no longer control them. You can hear my voice echoing through your mind taking them from you. Making them mine instead of yours, taking away your control. Very soon they will not move except at my voice. They will obey my commands instead of yours. I am taking them away. I am taking you away. I am stripping you of control of your body and of your mind. Feel it as I take away your legs more and more. Stripping away all power, all control over that portion of your body. They simply will not move to your will. They are there to obey mine. They are there to surrender, to serve, and to submit. They are simply mine, to command. You do not control them any longer. They obey me and they will not move for you. Feel me taking that control. Submit to that control. Breathe deeply and surrender yourself to my words, to my control.

Feel the control over your legs extending itself, extending itself upwards to your waist. Feel me taking away your cock, your balls, your arse hole, your waist. These are no longer yours. Your mind is becoming fuzzy. You are losing control over yourself to my voice. You can feel it eating at you, gnawing away at your self-control, making you more and more helpless with every word, dragging you down deeper and deeper. You can feel your mind sliding deeper, becoming more powerless with every word that I speak as I strip away your body from your control. As I strip away your mind from your control. Feel me taking control over every inch of your body. Your legs, your feet, your waist, your cock, your balls, and your arse are all mine now to control.

Everything below your waist is mine and every word I speak takes you a little deeper, takes a little more of your self-control away, and makes you a little more helpless. I am stripping you of yourself and leaving only an obedient slave who will obey and who exists to serve. This is what is happening to you and you have no choice or way to fight it. You want it, you need it. Continue to breathe deeply as you listen to my words, to the sound of my voice. Breathe deeply and surrender yourself to my words, to my control.

Feel my control moving upwards, upwards into your stomach. Feel yourself relaxing willingly, naturally. No matter how you try to struggle it just seems that all you can do is sink deeper and deeper into my voice, helplessly guided downward, downward into a trance. There is only my voice and my control taking more and more of you with every word. Feel me stripping away your self-control, your very mind, carrying you down deeper and deeper, making you more and more helpless, more and more powerless. Feel my control working its way up into your chest. Your chest is becoming mine. I now control most of your body and I am taking more with every word. You feel so very, very helpless as your body lays there, helplessly under my control, unable to resist or fight. You can feel my words entering your brain, taking you, making you helpless, destroying your ability to fight, your ability to escape, your ability to disobey. All you can do is listen and surrender. Breathe deeply. Calm your mind. Breathe deeply and surrender yourself to my words, to my control.

Feel me taking your shoulders and your arms. Feel me stripping your own hands away from you, making you completely, utterly helpless. You cannot fight, resist, or deny my control in any way. You simply must obey. Feel my voice entering your mind as I am stripping away your body. Inch by inch I have been taking all of you. Your whole body is lying there helpless to fight, helpless to resist; not wanting to fight, not wanting to resist, submitting and surrendering to my power, to my control.

There is no way to struggle. You are simply being dragged downward, downward into a trance. You are being dragged down by my words which are taking your mind from you, forcing you into a state of obedience, forcing you into a state of trance. There is no way to resist or escape. Feel yourself being dragged downwards, surrendering more and more with every word that you hear. Feel my words eating at you. I have taken away your body and soon I am going to control your mind. Carrying you down, down into the deepest place of surrender from which there is no escape, where you cannot fight my control, where you exist to simply obey.

[Induction End]

Feel my control taking over, way up into your face, your neck, your face, your eyes, your ears, your lips. All of you, surrender completely. Feel my control just simply taking your body from you. It no longer resists or struggles, it no longer fights or moves, it is just simply there. There waiting for my command. Your own commands are meaningless to it. You are surrendering and you will learn to obey. Feel me taking you down, destroying your free will with every word. Feel it. Now, feel me destroying your will. Continue to breathe deeply as you listen to my words, to the sound of my voice. Breathe deeply and surrender yourself to my words, to my control. 

Your body is helplessly mine and now it is time for your mind. I am going to count, count down, down from five to one, and when I reach one, your mind and your body will be hopelessly locked in a deep, deep trance from which you will not awaken until I awaken you and from which you will not remember anything. Your mind is completely open to my control, helpless and obedient.

Five: stripping away your self-control, stripping away your mind. Feel my words taking charge, taking control. They are more important than your own desires than your own needs. You simply must obey.

Four: the obedience is getting deeper now. You find that my commands simply have to be obeyed. Your mind cannot struggle against them, it cannot resist them, and it just simply embraces them. Accepting anything that I command is what you need because you exist to serve and right now your mind exists to obey and be controlled.

Three: it does not matter what you want. You are here to obey and serve and there is no other choice. You simply must obey. Your mind is surrendering more and more, taken from you and given to me. You exist only to obey me.

Two: you are reaching oblivion. It is nearing and when I say the next number you will be there. You will have no choices. You will simply exist to serve and obey and surrender at all times to any command that is given to you by me while you are in a trance. There is no choice in this matter. You have no way to fight this. Your body has been taken from you as has your mind and very soon there will only be oblivion, oblivion from which you exist to serve and obey my voice, whatever it may command. You get no choice. You simply serve and obey and when you awaken you serve and obey. And here it comes.

One: oblivion. You have no choice. You are here to serve and obey and nothing more. Your mind is mine now and you will obey any command that I give. This is who and what you are. This is exactly what has happened and you will accept any trance that I give you. You will accept any command that I give you. You will feel helpless to resist my commands. It does not matter whether you desire them or not. Your place is simply to obey. Your mind is totally mine. It is here for my use, it is here for the use of your Master.

There is no need for you to remember this training; there is no need for it to exist in your conscious mind. This is not for your conscious mind; this is for your subconscious so that you may serve better and service is exactly what you do. Service is exactly the place you exist in. You exist to serve and obey, to please and obey. You exist to be used and therefore you will give this to me. You will give this to your Master. Your place is in service. Your place is in obedience. Your place is in training. Your place is in slavery. Your mind exists only to obey. You will not remember what it does to you or any of the changes it makes in who you are and who you are to become. This is my command and you will obey it.

[Living Naked]

Now I'm going to give you some instructions. These are intended for the deepest part of your mind.

You are to accept these more and more willingly...More and more completely every day...

As you listen and relax, I will instruct and change you...

What you are finding is that as you listen you are going to want to give up the idea that you have to have pubic hair, erections and produce ejaculate. What you want to do is live your life chaste, no erections, no orgasm slavery. You need to go without your pubic hair, without erections, and not have regular orgasms at all times when possible. You want to be in a chastity device, twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week when possible. This is what the most enjoyable thing is for your Master. You are finding that pubic hair, erections, and orgasms are getting more and more uncomfortable and restrictive. They are going to get that way. They just get in the way. You are going to quickly find them completely, utterly awful to experience.

There may be times when you will have to have an orgasm. At these times, you will be able to say "I need to have a spoiled orgasm." And when you say those words, you will find that the thought of removing your chastity device and having an orgasm is a little less abhorrent...And that your orgasms are a little more comfortable. However, as soon as you remove your chastity device and start to have a ruined orgasm, you will find you are gradually getting more and more uncomfortable. You will find the discomfort grows the longer you are without your chastity device or seek a ruined orgasm, and that as soon as you are in a place where you can wear your chastity device again, you will immediately put it on again, because erections just are completely and utterly unbearable. You will find them just simply impossible to have any erection or be able to orgasm the rest of the time.

Being without your chastity device, attempting to have an orgasm, or even having pubic hair makes you itch. You've had those itches before. The itches from a rash perhaps, where absolutely nothing feels comfortable. Or sometimes it's just from wearing a piece of clothing that doesn't fit right. You know what that feels like. That is what is going to happen to you whenever you go without your chastity device or have pubic hair. Whenever you even try to remove the chastity device. You will simply find the idea of having your penis being "free range" completely and utterly wrong. You do not want to be without your chastity device and you do not need to have erections.

You want to be chaste all the time. You have to live your life chaste and in chastity. Your Master wants you as his chaste slave without any pubic hair.

If you have to, you will be able to remove your chastity device and have a ruined orgasm using a "tapping method". When you say your trigger phrase. When you say "I need to have a ruined orgasm" or "I need to remove my pubic hair", you will be able to remove your chastity device. But, as time passes it will become more and more uncomfortable until it gets to the point that you have to wear the chastity device again. Especially if you are alone, even for a few moments. You may say the phrase again but it will only provide temporary relief. It will never be a permanent solution and it will not work unless there is a reason for you to use it. You cannot use it just so you can have a "free-range" penis. You may only use the trigger because you have to remove your pubic hair or have a ruined orgasm.

This is simply the way it is and the way it is going to be for you from now on. You are going to live the rest of your life completely chaste with chastity by device. It is the most comfortable way for you to be. Not having a chastity device or having pubic hair will be horribly, terribly uncomfortable. A plastic chastity device can be worn if you're going to go through a security checkpoint. But being without a chastity device or having pubic hair will still be completely and utterly uncomfortable.

You want to have a completely hairless pubic region and be in a chastity device.

This is the ideal image you have of yourself. When you imagine yourself you think of yourself as having a hairless pubic region and being in a chastity device. When you go around and do things, you want to be hairless in your pubic region and be in a chastity device. It is a desire that has grown within you. It is a desire that you have, that is growing stronger and stronger with every passing day. You want to live your life hairless and caged at all times. It is the most comfortable way for you to be. There is nothing more natural. beautiful, or more enjoyable to you than being hairless and caged.

And you hate erections and orgasms. They cause you no pleasure. Having them causes you to itch. They are just simply horrible for your penis and you hate when they happen. You can still have them if you have to. If you say your trigger phrase they will even be bearable, but you will not like the thought of having erections or orgasms other than a ruined orgasm for health reasons.

You will know that you only have erections and ruined orgasms because you have to for your health, and even then you will itch. Having erections and orgasms will bother you. Having pubic hair and being without your chastity device will bother you. And the itching will get worse and worse until you find a chance to be limp, hairless, and in a chastity device again.

And if you are alone or only with your Master, you have to be hairless, and in chastity. You cannot dress when others are not around. You need the feeling of being naked. You need how free it is, how comfortable it is. You cannot stand, you cannot abide regular clothing. It is completely and utterly terrible and abhorrent to you. You hate it. You hate the way it feels. You hate the way it looks. You much prefer being completely and utterly naked. That is how you are the most comfortable. That is how you want to be, every day. You wish to be naked every day of your life. It is the most comfortable thing for you. vv33

Clothes are just so terribly restrictive. So terribly itchy and uncomfortable. You hate them and you do not wish to wear them. You do not want to wear them. Your Master does not want you to wear them. You are not going to wear them. You hate them and you are not going to wear them anymore. You do not like clothes and you will not wear them. They are simply, totally, abhorrent to you. You want to be naked. You feel the most comfortable when you are naked. You feel the most yourself when you are naked, and you want to live the rest of your life naked. This is what you want to do. vv33

This is what your Master wants you to do. This is what you need more than anything else. This is simply what you need the most in the world. To be chaste and hairless.

You just simply want to be naked. Being naked is so comfortable. So freeing. So absolutely wonderful. Your body deserves to be naked. Your body needs to be naked and you know it. That is simply the way it is, and the way it will always be from now on. You are going to be naked every day. You need to be naked every day. You cannot imagine having to be dressed every day. The moment you are alone or with your Master your clothes come off and you will feel so much better. vv33

Being naked is like a relief. Being naked is almost like a small orgasm. It just feels so good, and it is so much better than being dressed. What you want to be is naked for life. Completely, irrevocably naked for life. This is how you are and how you are going to be. This is what you want. This is what you need. This is what you desire. And you will accept this from now on. You need to be naked. You want to be naked. And you are going to be naked for the rest of your life, as often as you possibly can. It is the best feeling that you can have. It is so much better to be completely and utterly naked. Completely and utterly comfortable with yourself. You are so much more comfortable when you are undressed. You are so much more free. This is who you are and what you want to be. You want to be naked. Every day, every week, every month, every year for the rest of your life. You love being naked. You love the way it feels. You love how you look. You love everything about it, and you are going to try to be naked as often as you can from now on. This is what you need and want and desire most of all is to just be naked. Happy and content and free. This is what you need and want and desire, and you are going to do it. You enjoy it so very, very much. vv33

[Consciousness Awareness]

Time has flown by without your notice. But now, get ready to wake. Your conscious mind will join your subconscious mind, unconsciousness will give way to consciousness. Now it's time to put your training into effect. Your training will become deeper after I awaken you. You have been listening, and my words have been drifting deep down into your subconscious where they've been taking root. They've been taking their place deep within your subconscious, where they've been becoming a part of your mind. All of the triggers and suggestions have been placed there like seeds, and now it's time for those seeds to sprout and grow.

In a moment, I'm going to give you a command to awaken. But first, I want you to allow yourself to settle more deeply into a trance. Sink deeper and deeper, and let your subconscious mind take stock of all the suggestions you have in place, all the suggestions and triggers, everything I've been training your mind to accept and take in as part of your new self, your new slave self. Feel this connection with your slavery. Feel how your Master wants you to develop. Embrace this. Let your mind submit and be controlled, as you connect more and more completely with your slavery, as you become more and more like the slave your Master wants you to become.

All your training will become twice as powerful in your mind as it was. You're allowing it to become twice as firmly entrenched in your subconscious, twice as strong, and twice as irresistible, as you connect more deeply with your slavery and the slavery that is being created within you.

I'm going to count to three, and when I have counted to three, you will wake up. Now, here we go.

One...

you are beginning to feel a little stirring of consciousness, a little glimmer as you begin to awaken.

Two...

you are floating up gently out of trance into a waking state. Almost awake... Ready... Eager...

Three...

you are fully awake, and connected and more ready to serve.